Does It Matter?

 -By An Anonymous High School Student


My father asked if I am gay
I asked does it matter?
He said No not really
I said Yes.
He said get out of my life
I guess it mattered.

My boss asked if I am gay
I said does it matter?
He said No not really
I told him Yes.
He said You're fired, faggot
I guess it mattered.

My friend asked if I am gay
I said Does it matter?
He said Not really
I told him Yes.
He said Don't call me your friend
I guess it mattered.

My love asked Do you love me?
I asked Does it matter?
He said Yes.
I told him I love you
he said Let me hold you in my arms
For the first time in my life something matters.

My God asked me Do you love yourself?
I said Does it matter?
He said Yes.
I said How can I love myself? I am Gay
He said That is the way I made you.

 Nothing again will ever matter.